Is it what we say or what we don't say that hurts more?
Is it the F you or the lack of an apology?
Is the slamming of the door or the slap in the face?
We are all animals in this zoo called life...
The problem is we are caught up on who's watching, when nobody is ever looking
We do what we do for a reaction
We say we don't but lets be real, we do...
All because we hope someone is looking
Just hoping..
Pride and anger keep us from making the right choices...
The old folks say humility is a lost quality these days...I think they're right...
If only we would stop putting on a show for an imaginary audience and started doing things for each other everything would be good...
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is not easily angered
And Love keeps no record of wrongs...
What is love to you? I really want to know...
Im tired of us being animals at the zoo, putting on a show nobody's watching...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
Mental Separation
Physically I'm here but mentally I'm not
I'm at the point where I just don't care
And if you're wondering...yes you drove me here!
Taking me for granted, I just couldn't stand it
I needed to be free I needed to be me
But I never left because I'm a good man
I let drive you drive me insane! I swear 6 more months they would have called me Claude Cobain
But still you couldn't see that you were hurting me
So I let my heart drift then my mind split!
My thought process you finally got it when I stopped it??
Realized you were wrong when my mind was gone??
And now you want back?? haha All I could do is laugh at that
I endured a mental separation to be greatly appreciated
But you let my mind slip for too long cuz physically I'm here but mentally I'm gone
We were once 2 souls connected by love, 2 hands connected by a touch
We went from inseparable to irreparable now my mind ain't even missing you
My thoughts are dissing you, silly boo, I don't even wanna kiss you
I endured a mental separation to be greatly appreciated
But in my appreciation I realized my own hatred for what we've become
Yes I see one...a future
not me & you but me & her
So yes I do see 1..no I see 7, but you wouldn't understand that because when it came to us I was always a separate man
So as I sit next to you and write this, type this, and jot this..I realize I'm timeless
Because with you nothing makes sense and nothing is right so tonight
My physical
has become part
of my
Mental Separation..
I'm at the point where I just don't care
And if you're wondering...yes you drove me here!
Taking me for granted, I just couldn't stand it
I needed to be free I needed to be me
But I never left because I'm a good man
I let drive you drive me insane! I swear 6 more months they would have called me Claude Cobain
But still you couldn't see that you were hurting me
So I let my heart drift then my mind split!
My thought process you finally got it when I stopped it??
Realized you were wrong when my mind was gone??
And now you want back?? haha All I could do is laugh at that
I endured a mental separation to be greatly appreciated
But you let my mind slip for too long cuz physically I'm here but mentally I'm gone
We were once 2 souls connected by love, 2 hands connected by a touch
We went from inseparable to irreparable now my mind ain't even missing you
My thoughts are dissing you, silly boo, I don't even wanna kiss you
I endured a mental separation to be greatly appreciated
But in my appreciation I realized my own hatred for what we've become
Yes I see one...a future
not me & you but me & her
So yes I do see 1..no I see 7, but you wouldn't understand that because when it came to us I was always a separate man
So as I sit next to you and write this, type this, and jot this..I realize I'm timeless
Because with you nothing makes sense and nothing is right so tonight
My physical
has become part
of my
Mental Separation..
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
A Good Woman Part 2!
My good woman
My real good woman
She don't curse and don't drink
And she is really into me..I think
Doesn't matter, cuz ima make her mine with this line or the next one
And if not that then the next one or the next
This lady got me going crazy
Pick pocketed my heart before I showed her where I kept it
From the first time we locked eyes she peeped it so like a thief she just had to steal it
She's only human and I like that, she ain't perfect and neither am I
She's not really jealous and never goes nuts
And when I get introspective she is able to stay cool calm and collected maintaining her own perspective as our hearts dance to the beats of their own drums which just happens to be playing the same melody
Now don't think im getting mushy!
I'm just saying she's pretty cool
Kinda like if snow came in August or just plain old ice cubes
But this above average, extra ordinary, heart stealing thief has me tap dancing on cloud 10 just so I can look down at the losers on 9 and scream
"YOU'RE NOT AS HAPPY AS ME!!"
Wanna know what's even crazier?
I don't really know her
She is just a pretty face and a few exchanged words
Yet I feel a spark, no! a connection
The kind that only comes from post adolescent textin
Cuz when you grow up, your texts say more than lol and jk
They actually have SUBSTANCE
So I patiently wait for the day my lips come in contact with the woman who stole my heart
I won't take it back, instead I'll give her the rest of me
The complete package
Because she is:
Beautiful
Witty
Funny
Smart
Classy
Ambitious
A lover
A friend
She is the woman in the purple dress
She is super woman and wonder woman with a lil bit of cat woman all rolled into one
She is my GOOD woman
My real good woman
She don't curse and don't drink
And she is really into me..I think
Doesn't matter, cuz ima make her mine with this line or the next one
And if not that then the next one or the next
This lady got me going crazy
Pick pocketed my heart before I showed her where I kept it
From the first time we locked eyes she peeped it so like a thief she just had to steal it
She's only human and I like that, she ain't perfect and neither am I
She's not really jealous and never goes nuts
And when I get introspective she is able to stay cool calm and collected maintaining her own perspective as our hearts dance to the beats of their own drums which just happens to be playing the same melody
Now don't think im getting mushy!
I'm just saying she's pretty cool
Kinda like if snow came in August or just plain old ice cubes
But this above average, extra ordinary, heart stealing thief has me tap dancing on cloud 10 just so I can look down at the losers on 9 and scream
"YOU'RE NOT AS HAPPY AS ME!!"
Wanna know what's even crazier?
I don't really know her
She is just a pretty face and a few exchanged words
Yet I feel a spark, no! a connection
The kind that only comes from post adolescent textin
Cuz when you grow up, your texts say more than lol and jk
They actually have SUBSTANCE
So I patiently wait for the day my lips come in contact with the woman who stole my heart
I won't take it back, instead I'll give her the rest of me
The complete package
Because she is:
Beautiful
Witty
Funny
Smart
Classy
Ambitious
A lover
A friend
She is the woman in the purple dress
She is super woman and wonder woman with a lil bit of cat woman all rolled into one
She is my GOOD woman
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