The Sweetest Kiss

The sweetest kiss is the one you wait what seems like forever for
The one you dreamed about every day and every night
Eagerly anticipating its coming because you knew what it would be
Its the one you played over in your head a million times
How to position your lips
Where to put your hands
How tight to close your eyes
You thought it all through...
This sweet sweet kiss would one day be yours...
4 lips
2 people
1 beautiful feeling...
I waited for your kiss because I knew none would be better
I knew nothing could surpass it or even match it...
Its the perfect feeling..
My lips pressed against your lips
with your body pressed against mine with our arms wrapped tightly around each other
To me, this is the sweetest kiss
Its every kiss with you
Every peck and every french
My lips and your lips..
That is the perfect kiss
Now that I'm thinking about it...I can still taste it..
Your perfect kiss
The kiss I dreamed about and can't wait to have again
Because it truly is the sweetest kiss...

Unspoken Love

Some things don't need to be said
Like the ever present I love you...
It's funny how after each kiss we can look into each other's eyes and say everything we need to say without uttering a word..
Our hearts talk while our lips stay silent
Ours, is an unspoken love
We don't need to say it because we already know its there
It's the love we share
The silent love
The ever present love
Our hearts and minds remain cognizant of its existence while our lips never utter a word
This is the unspoken love
The true love that can't be contained within those 7 letters
The love that the farthest of distances couldn't separate
That time can't unravel
And the love that hate couldn't conquer
It is the epitome of every right feeling in our bodies...
It is the love we never say because we fear words would ruin it
It is our deep, consistent, flawless, unabridged, unhindered, unspoken..
love

A writer...

Sometimes I write so much I get a cramp in my wrist...
And then there are the times where I can't even pick up a pen to write my name.
I am a writer
I like to believe I write pictures with this pen of mine
I write the world as I see it: Good, Bad and everything in the middle...
I dream that one day someone will read my work and be inspired by it, they will change the world and in some big speech say what they have done was inspired by Claude A. Quartlbaum II...
But as it stands I am just a writer
Writing the world as I see it: Good, Bad, and everything in the middle...
Apart from being a writer, I am a man
A man who sees a world in need and wants to bring change
The thing is: I have no clue where to start or what to do..
So that brings me back to just being a writer, writing the world as I see it: Good, Bad and everything in the middle..
My whole life I've been told I am destined for greatness..
And now I sit at this place where I am on the precipice of greatness..
A greatness I can't actually see or interpret.
So I write, I write about my confusion, my fear, my life...
The pen is my escape
It is how I discover me..
The inspiration, the man, the voice of a people, a generation, and maybe even the world...
For now I am just a writer...
All I ask is you see past my imperfections and love me for who I am...
A writer.....

Now Press Rewind

You make me sick!
I won't acknowledge your presence let alone speak...
I can't stand you and you can't stand me
Hate is a real strong word so I won't use it, but I damn sure don't love you
To be real If you disappeared I probably wouldn't even care
The essence of my disdain towards you is summed up in that childish behavior you can't seem to let go...
I don't curse but here is a very big **** you saying see ya sucka!
Bye loser
Peace!
Just go away...
I sometimes wonder how we got here...
So I press rewind...
2 years ago it was all love
You were draped in those famous Xs and Os, kisses and hugs.
There were plans for marriage
Babies
Taking my name and I even went as far as to hang up my jersey because I swore I was done with the game...nothing could come between us...
My nose was so open you couldn't tell me a thing...
You were my ride or die joint...no questions behind it
We were indestructible
A force that couldn't be stopped...
But as I fast forward to today and hit play
I see something much different...
We won't even look at each other...the day of love is long gone
I don't have any of those feelings anymore and to be honest I don't want them
I'm past that, so if you want to live in the past that's fine
My suggestion is to stop time and press rewind...
I'm over it...