Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Light My Fire

I wanna give you what I don't have, I wanna give you me. I recognize the light that comes from you and I wanna combine it with mine, making us a torch too powerful to be snuffed. Two flames joined to make one, burning higher, stronger, and brighter than all the rest. But here is the problem, how can I give you what I don't have? I want to give you me but I was stolen from myself a long time ago. There was a woman before who stole my heart, ripped it out of my chest, stomped on it and laughed the whole time. She gave it back, just bruised, battered and distrusting. There was another one who stole my mind on multiple levels. She drove me crazy, pushed me to insanity, made me paranoid, capitalizing on my already distrusting heart, and finally she caused me to diminish my own intelligence by bringing me down to her level of simplicity. I got my mind back it just isn't the same. I wanna give you me but there was another who stole my feelings, she brought me to my current level of apathy, made me cold and heartless, I got those back too it's just hard to tell sometimes. But you, you make me feel nostalgic, reminiscing on what and who I was before I had my heart, mind, and feelings ripped away from me. I see the light in your eyes, and your heart and I want to connect it with my slightly diminishing light. I know your light can help reignite my own flame. So now all I can ask is that you accept this shell of a man and help me to be who I was before.

Quiggity....Waiting for her to light my fire

5 comments:

Unknown said...

i like it ... it makes me sad though ... you are too young to be that hurt by females.

Unknown said...

AND too happy ... i have your picture beside my bed btw .. the one with Amanda and i :-)... ohhh great times

BeautyJJB said...

I love it, i can relate to it... I love to see a male be able to express their thoughts and feelings. There is a woman out there who can light your fire and you may come arcoss her sooner than you may know.

GoAstin118 said...

Awww, this is deep. Dont worry someone will light your fire before you know it. It wont be easy for her because you are not normal =), but at the end, I know someone will make you really happy.

Anonymous said...

"You know that it would be untrue, You know that I would be a liar,If I was to say to you Boy, we couldn't get much higher Come on baby, light my fire." Lol i had to, Light My Fire, Mr. Q it speaks of your trials and tribulations. Its raw and i like it.. Keep them coming.. Come on Baby Light My Fire.